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"運命なら僕たちは巡り逢えるよね?"
"Trust is lethal, it poison you, let you suffer & slowly sap your life away"


MEL: That marks the end. I will not dwell over it any longer. 		CELESTE DESMOND FEEFEE HUITING JOANNA SHERYL SHU JUAN WEITING WIN²

Amazing Hit Counter
the 19324056 days of flu
Friday, November 13, 2009, 1:01 AM
My nose is killing me, so as my throat. & now gastric. What the hellllll.
Jap class is getting tiring. But still loving it.
I have alot of things I wanna do.
Today, super duper random. 2 unknown number msged me
& said wrong person. What theeeeeee


Yesterday's cam-whore :)

Vivienne Westwood
Thursday, November 12, 2009, 12:31 AM
Wooooo finally. I went to collect my glasses today. Thanks celeste for company. &&& I finally cam-whored after so long. My hair finally grow longer. I guess I am starting to have a hell of a wishlist. Loving the glasses to bits.

 


Understanding art, is getting no where. I don't understand a single thing. & basically I suck at art.

Understanding A-R-T
Tuesday, November 10, 2009, 9:42 PM
Okay, when I suck at art big time, I took Understanding Arts as my CDS. What a brilliant choice. I dont know what to do for my visual journal, either do I know how to make my mask nicer. Coming about design the mask, okay I am so dead.

Tomorrow I need to show progress of my visual journal, and is still empty.

I am craving for clubbing again.
I got too much pride and ego to throw away.
Why did I became like that?
Substitute Me. 

my addiction
Monday, November 9, 2009, 1:35 AM


I am craving for drinks again. LOL.
Don't accuse me of things I never done.
I will throw away everything of me, move on and change.
I will live a life, way better then you.
I took initiative this time; & kept my ego and pride away.


Again & Again
Sunday, November 8, 2009, 7:07 AM
Went clubbing with Celeste again. Met up with Celeste friends, Jeremy, Jetson, Kai Rong, Jason, and Ben. And a couple of girls. As usual, St James was like super crowded. The song was okay, but until certain part damn sians. Drank like freeee. LOL

I can't think of a way to forget you.
Guess drinking is the best I can come with.
Is not an excuse.

As time goes
Wednesday, November 4, 2009, 11:18 PM
I wonder, what have I been doing nowadays. It feels like I totally change. How much time has passed since we last talk? It seems like a long time but is only a week plus. I wonder, are you doing okay? I guess is better off that I didn't call you so you will be happier. My calls was just a nuisance. I really hope is not.

What will happen if I continue leading this kinda life?

New glasses
Tuesday, November 3, 2009, 12:57 AM


Yeah :))) Bought a new pair of specs, finally :) Is the silver one and is from Vivienne Westwood. Not a big fan pf that brand but the glasses is really nice. Really love them. Thanks Xaiver from companying me the whole day for my search of glasses. &&& 1 ring at Love & Co is damn nice. I buying 1 side only, is not that I have a boyfriend or something. Super in love with that ring. :)))))

Monday, November 2, 2009, 2:45 AM
I am not that strong after all. If we were to go back where it started, my decision will still be the same.

Alcohol is addiction :)
Sunday, November 1, 2009, 11:10 AM
Drinking is good for health :))

I have been crazily drinking for 2 nights. Okay is only 2 nights but is like drinking like no tomorrow. Halloween isn't as fun as I think. Every where in super packed. But the making up is fun. Didnt take photos, no camera. LOL. People did really dress up at Clark Quay. Overall, had fun :)))

keep playing 黒い涙
Thursday, October 29, 2009, 11:07 PM
         

Today's playlist, 黒い涙(kuroi namida) the whole day. Yes, I kept repeating the song. I am super in love with this song. & the lyrics is what am I thinking. Okay, no emo post, I wont keep going on. School was okay today, I skipped jap class. I dont know why.

PS: I am thinking how to have black tears. & I got a brilliant answer, put a non-waterproof mascara and cry, proof my tears are black. LOL :)

At the very least, I know I changed.

明日(あす)なんて来ないようにと
願った夜　数え切れない
夢も愛も失くし
雨に打たれたまま　泣いてる…

飾りつけないで
このままの私で生きてゆくため
何が必要
自分さえ信じれず
何を信じたらいいの
答えは近すぎて見えない

黒い涙　流す
私には何もなくて　悲しすぎて
言葉にさえならなくて
体中が痛み出して
耐えられない　ひとりでは

夜中に泣きつかれて
描いた　自分じゃない自分の顔
弱さを隠したまま
笑顔を作るのは止めよう…

飾りつけないで
生きてゆくことはこの世で一番
ムズカシイコト?
あなたからもらうなら形のないものがいい
壊れるものはもう　いらない

黒い涙　流し　叫んでも
知らぬ顔で明日は来て
同じ痛みにぶつかる
そんな日々を続けるなら
遠く　消えてしまいたい
わがままと　わかっても…

黒い涙　流す
私には何もなくて　悲しすぎて
言葉にさえならなくて
体中が痛み出して